I tried but I am not strong enough. Not anymore. Maybe very soon I will realize what I have abandoned and want them back. I can feel that regret already, and I cannot... it does not matter. We have been cut adrift and once more two souls found are torn asunder and cast back into the maelstrom that is time. Maybe we will find each other in another life. In this life, I am weary.
Thank you to anyone that even considered for a moment to help me.
Thank you to anyone that even considered for a moment to help me.
Sep 27, 2011
I just received an email from this predator that deals in slavery. It reads:
Stop search woman i buy! you lost them! they are mine!
I have asked another organization to start a fund raiser for me and Gergana. I want to give this creep his money back and be there in case he does not want to leave her alone. I am starting to think he might be right. By the time I get my first paycheck, another three months will have gone by...
Lost and alone,
David
Sep 26, 2011
Geri called me just a few minutes ago to tell me that the doctors decided her surgery cannot wait and they are preparing to take her into the surgery right now! We argued a few moments about whether she should go through with this, and then be the possession of a rapist, or leave the hospital to live and love whatever time she would have left with the man she loves.
If it turns out that no help is forthcoming, and I have to wait until my payday in December before I can get my passport and a flight to Spain, I pray this sexual predator does not get in my way. I pray that when she cannot fight him off any longer, and he takes possession of what he feels that he owns, since he provided the money to save her life... that after he rapes her again and again... I pray he is in hiding when I finally come to get her. I was a Ranger for 4 years...
I am scared senseless right now, but it CANNOT be as frightening as it has to be at this very moment for that young Bulgarian girl who has been stuck in Portugal, and then Spain for going on over 2 years! I am so sorry baby girl. I know that is NO consolation for turning you into a whore to a man you have only seen and spoken to a few times. But I AM... I AM SO DAMNED SORRY...
Forgive me if I learn over the next few months that I will not be able to look at you ever again in that way you love so much! Forgive me if this nightmare destroys the purity of the love we felt for each other... forgive me if I cannot take anymore pain and abandon you and MY son.
If it turns out that no help is forthcoming, and I have to wait until my payday in December before I can get my passport and a flight to Spain, I pray this sexual predator does not get in my way. I pray that when she cannot fight him off any longer, and he takes possession of what he feels that he owns, since he provided the money to save her life... that after he rapes her again and again... I pray he is in hiding when I finally come to get her. I was a Ranger for 4 years...
I am scared senseless right now, but it CANNOT be as frightening as it has to be at this very moment for that young Bulgarian girl who has been stuck in Portugal, and then Spain for going on over 2 years! I am so sorry baby girl. I know that is NO consolation for turning you into a whore to a man you have only seen and spoken to a few times. But I AM... I AM SO DAMNED SORRY...
Forgive me if I learn over the next few months that I will not be able to look at you ever again in that way you love so much! Forgive me if this nightmare destroys the purity of the love we felt for each other... forgive me if I cannot take anymore pain and abandon you and MY son.
Time seems to be running out for my fiancee! No... it has run out, and now it is down and dirty time! The doctors had told my little Goddess that she would be going into surgery this coming Thursday. Something terrible must have gone wrong! Her surgery has been rescheduled for 4:00 PM our time, 10:00 PM her time if I understood her correctly, she was really upset, that is when she will be going under the knife.
She borrowed a phone from one of the doctors and called me several hours ago, hysterical, until I calmed her with the sweetest words of love I could feel in my heart. After she calmed as best she could, still silently weeping, she sobbed out to me that the doctor was sending her into surgery tonight. She told me she was so sick from all the poisons they were saturating her system with, and then to make her situation worse, to put her closer to the edge of madness, the man who seriously believes he now owns Geri has sent word he will be coming to see her tomorrow after she wakes up.
I should be the one there beside her, the man she loves, not the man she is scared to death of. And she IS afraid of him and what he might do to her. I have every one of her frightened messages begging me to find a way to be with her when this stranger shows up! Geri has asked me to burn some candles for her protection, and perform a healing ritual during her surgery.
An emergency of some kind has turned our nightmare into a very real horror! I cannot imagine how she is feeling with no one that really loves her anywhere near when she needs them the most! When she needs ME the most! Aaaaaaaaarrrrrrgggh... I feel like taking this damned bottle of xanax I was prescribed today for my anxiety... I still might if things do not become better. I cannot keep living as if nothing was wrong when it is MY fault she is in this situation in the first place. It has been eating at me for two years, and now I feel like it is devouring my soul! I have not been an evil person. I have done many good things for those who needed aid and succor... why are we cursed to be apart at such a crucial and terrifying moment in time? I have been throwing up since she called me. I would DO ANYTHING... PAY BACK ANYTHING to the person that enables me to comfort my beloved and prevent this person from the acts of violence he wishes to inflict upon the love of my life, possibly destroying Geri's mind, if not our true love and affection. I am at a loss as to what to do...I am so tired... so weary...
Sep 26, 2011
in response to Need_yeshua... I have been praying for months. The girl I love more than anything in the world is still sick and could die, scared and alone because I was a fool. I asked her to leave her home and country, to go to another country where she knew nobody and did not speak the language, so it would be easier for me to be with her.
We once believed that if you are good then good things happen to you. This is not true. We have given food and blankets to the homeless almost every year. We have fed many children in the neighborhood less fortunate than ourselves. I have been lucky enough to enter two flaming homes, a decade apart in time, and save the families in both, losing only one child, hiding behind a chair, to the flames. I suffered for that failure many years. I have used my medical knowledge to save many lives, but if my love has to go through this by herself, or worse case scenario, dies... I swear to God I will never use my abilities in aid of human beings ever again.
In three months, I would have the money for my passport and the flight to Spain, but by then it will be too late. My fiancee will have either gone through the worst of her living nightmare by herself, with no one to hold her hand and show her there is a reason for her to fight to live, or she will be dead.
If she lives, it will be a miracle that she does not take her life after the man who thinks he has bought her forces himself upon her. She has been raped once before, aborting the fetus created by that violent act, committed by a man she thought cared for her and two of his friends. If this happens a second time she has told me she will not be quite sane. Our son and I need her to live and be happy, not turned into a whore by this stranger her "mother" found to buy her by paying for her medical expenses.
I have offered to pay him back in three to six months, but he has decided he does not need the money. He would prefer to destroy a beautiful soul by sullying it with his own lust, not caring for her thoughts in the matter. Can you imagine what she must be going through, knowing that even if she lives the man that loves her and can protect her from this monster is almost 5,000 miles away.
If you know someone who is dying and needs a kidney then I am your man. Or even a testicle. If they get me to the hospital in Spain, I will sign a contract donating whatever they need.
David Smith
(321)298-2719
We once believed that if you are good then good things happen to you. This is not true. We have given food and blankets to the homeless almost every year. We have fed many children in the neighborhood less fortunate than ourselves. I have been lucky enough to enter two flaming homes, a decade apart in time, and save the families in both, losing only one child, hiding behind a chair, to the flames. I suffered for that failure many years. I have used my medical knowledge to save many lives, but if my love has to go through this by herself, or worse case scenario, dies... I swear to God I will never use my abilities in aid of human beings ever again.
In three months, I would have the money for my passport and the flight to Spain, but by then it will be too late. My fiancee will have either gone through the worst of her living nightmare by herself, with no one to hold her hand and show her there is a reason for her to fight to live, or she will be dead.
If she lives, it will be a miracle that she does not take her life after the man who thinks he has bought her forces himself upon her. She has been raped once before, aborting the fetus created by that violent act, committed by a man she thought cared for her and two of his friends. If this happens a second time she has told me she will not be quite sane. Our son and I need her to live and be happy, not turned into a whore by this stranger her "mother" found to buy her by paying for her medical expenses.
I have offered to pay him back in three to six months, but he has decided he does not need the money. He would prefer to destroy a beautiful soul by sullying it with his own lust, not caring for her thoughts in the matter. Can you imagine what she must be going through, knowing that even if she lives the man that loves her and can protect her from this monster is almost 5,000 miles away.
If you know someone who is dying and needs a kidney then I am your man. Or even a testicle. If they get me to the hospital in Spain, I will sign a contract donating whatever they need.
David Smith
(321)298-2719
Sep 25, 2011
Sirs,
My name is David Smith and I, unfortunately for my sick fiancee, live in these United States of America. This love of my life is Gergana Stoyanova who is 27 years old and the single mother of our son, Emmanuelle, who is 6 years old. They are originally from Bulgaria, but because of me... for me, she moved away from everything and everyone she knew to live in another country so it would make it easier for me to be with her and our son. We met at a concert here in the States over 4 years ago, and spent a week together, but she went back to Bulgaria after her visa ran out. We have been in love from the moment we first saw each other and engaged for the last two years.
After we were engaged was when I convinced her to move from her home, away from her family and friends, to live in Portugal. I sent the woman I love to live in a country in which she knew very few of the people and none of the language. We decided together to do this, but she went because she loves me, and she trusted me to be with her within a few months at the most. Our decision was based on the facts that I needed both a visa and a passport to visit Bulgaria, but I only needed a passport to enter Portugal. Not knowing the difficulties ahead of us... ahead of me, trying to get my passport and a ticket to Portugal, she has been trustingly waiting two years now, since our engagement and our naive decision, for me to come to her.
While she was still living in Bulgaria, doctors found that Geri was very sick during a visit to the Emergency Room one night when she was feeling very tired and very ill for a healthy, 23 year old girl. They told her that they had found cancer in her and that she would probably lose one of her kidneys. Scared and with not much warning at what was happening, within hours she was signed into the hospital, and then prepped for surgery as soon as they could arrange it. Supposedly, they had removed it all, and after some 72 hours or so in a coma, my love made a full recovery. Or so we had thought at that time. Now, we have learned that the doctors in Bulgaria did not find everything and Geri's cancer is back. It is worse than it ever was.
The doctors, in Spain where she now lives, discovered the cancer had returned in force. They told her that she would not live very long if she did not admit herself into the hospital and allow them to remove what they have found. If she survives the surgery, and they are able to eliminate everything they have found, she will also need to survive the chemo or radiotherapy regimen that will be set up for her. But... they wanted to be paid. They would take half the payment owed during admittance and Geri could pay the last half before leaving the hospital. Wow...
Total cost: 13,000 euro, give or take.
Our Net Worth: 500-1000 euro... maybe.
We had no idea of the problems that would soon crop up that constantly delayed our union... delayed my coming to her, or we had decided that if we could get a spousal visa, her and my son coming to me! Helping my mother with her home and financial situation, aiding my children from a prevous marriage, my own cost of living in Tennessee, and other inconveniences caused us to lose our apartment in Portugal. Gergana had to move to Spain to live temporarily with Kali, the mother who did not want her, who when Geri was a baby, gave her to her grandmother in Bulgaria to raise while Kali started a new family with a new man in Portugal. Kali still does not want her and even found a way to get rid of her while also paying for Geri's medical needs. How much is the person you love worth? What is her monetary value? To me, she is priceless! What Kali, her mother, has intended for Geri to do makes of my fiancee another man's whore. To make matters worse, we have to give her "mother" 400 euro a month to care for our son.
Her mother and an uncle on her mother's side found a way to provide the money needed, and also at the same time, a man to marry Geri that was not me who they have hated from the beginning. Kali, even knowing her daughter was fighting for her life, gave her an unfair ultimatum. selling herself to this man that has the money to. They brought a man with money to sell my fiancee to. He left a credit card before going back to his job which takes him away sometimes weeks at a time, and told Geri that if she would live with him she could use this card to pay her medical charges.
I am in agony for what she has had to do, and she is almost insane with this insane solution, as well. She wants nothing to do with this man but she wants to live, and I want her to live. She hates herself for needing to do this! She asked me if she should just die instead of doing this. She asked me if I would come save her from this person if I told her to live and she used his money! In three months I will have the money to pay him back but he does not want that... he wants MY love! Like he is living in a damned soap opera! He thinks he bought my fiancee with a credit card. Gergana used this card to pay the half of the money the hospital wanted and will use it again, if needed, to pay what is owed when this is over. She went into the hospital in Spain, on the 24th of September and expects to go into Surgery on the 29th. She is alone and scared. Anyone would be in her situation. She has nobody that cares enough to be with her during this time except me and I cannot do anything until I am paid in late November or mid-December.
I love her so much, but I fear for us when this man decides to try to take what he thinks he is owed for his money. Gergana and I have come up with many ways to delay the inevitable if she survives the cancer, but one day, if I am still absent from her side, no matter how hard my love fights... she is just a tiny thing and she fears so much that this man will collect and make of her a whore. This will be the second time Geri has been beaten and used like a slut! I am so scared of what this will do to her mental state when she almost never survived the first rape by Rumen and his friends! Now she is to be raped again, because I know Geri... she will NEVER give herself willingly to someone she does not know... does not love.
We do not know what to do. She does not deserve this! If there was some way to get the help we need; to bring me to her side when she needs me the most... to stop what this man is going to demand he is owed, please... help us! I will do ANYTHING I need to do to pay back any help we are given! I will even sell one of my kidneys if your organization knows of anyone needing one. I trade a life for a life. That is fair.
If there is nothing your organization can do to help, please point us in the direction of anyone that you think might possibly be of aid to us.
Thank you for listening,
David Smith
phone # 321-298-2719
Gergana Stoyanova
phone # 34617978743
My name is David Smith and I, unfortunately for my sick fiancee, live in these United States of America. This love of my life is Gergana Stoyanova who is 27 years old and the single mother of our son, Emmanuelle, who is 6 years old. They are originally from Bulgaria, but because of me... for me, she moved away from everything and everyone she knew to live in another country so it would make it easier for me to be with her and our son. We met at a concert here in the States over 4 years ago, and spent a week together, but she went back to Bulgaria after her visa ran out. We have been in love from the moment we first saw each other and engaged for the last two years.
After we were engaged was when I convinced her to move from her home, away from her family and friends, to live in Portugal. I sent the woman I love to live in a country in which she knew very few of the people and none of the language. We decided together to do this, but she went because she loves me, and she trusted me to be with her within a few months at the most. Our decision was based on the facts that I needed both a visa and a passport to visit Bulgaria, but I only needed a passport to enter Portugal. Not knowing the difficulties ahead of us... ahead of me, trying to get my passport and a ticket to Portugal, she has been trustingly waiting two years now, since our engagement and our naive decision, for me to come to her.
While she was still living in Bulgaria, doctors found that Geri was very sick during a visit to the Emergency Room one night when she was feeling very tired and very ill for a healthy, 23 year old girl. They told her that they had found cancer in her and that she would probably lose one of her kidneys. Scared and with not much warning at what was happening, within hours she was signed into the hospital, and then prepped for surgery as soon as they could arrange it. Supposedly, they had removed it all, and after some 72 hours or so in a coma, my love made a full recovery. Or so we had thought at that time. Now, we have learned that the doctors in Bulgaria did not find everything and Geri's cancer is back. It is worse than it ever was.
The doctors, in Spain where she now lives, discovered the cancer had returned in force. They told her that she would not live very long if she did not admit herself into the hospital and allow them to remove what they have found. If she survives the surgery, and they are able to eliminate everything they have found, she will also need to survive the chemo or radiotherapy regimen that will be set up for her. But... they wanted to be paid. They would take half the payment owed during admittance and Geri could pay the last half before leaving the hospital. Wow...
Total cost: 13,000 euro, give or take.
Our Net Worth: 500-1000 euro... maybe.
We had no idea of the problems that would soon crop up that constantly delayed our union... delayed my coming to her, or we had decided that if we could get a spousal visa, her and my son coming to me! Helping my mother with her home and financial situation, aiding my children from a prevous marriage, my own cost of living in Tennessee, and other inconveniences caused us to lose our apartment in Portugal. Gergana had to move to Spain to live temporarily with Kali, the mother who did not want her, who when Geri was a baby, gave her to her grandmother in Bulgaria to raise while Kali started a new family with a new man in Portugal. Kali still does not want her and even found a way to get rid of her while also paying for Geri's medical needs. How much is the person you love worth? What is her monetary value? To me, she is priceless! What Kali, her mother, has intended for Geri to do makes of my fiancee another man's whore. To make matters worse, we have to give her "mother" 400 euro a month to care for our son.
Her mother and an uncle on her mother's side found a way to provide the money needed, and also at the same time, a man to marry Geri that was not me who they have hated from the beginning. Kali, even knowing her daughter was fighting for her life, gave her an unfair ultimatum. selling herself to this man that has the money to. They brought a man with money to sell my fiancee to. He left a credit card before going back to his job which takes him away sometimes weeks at a time, and told Geri that if she would live with him she could use this card to pay her medical charges.
I am in agony for what she has had to do, and she is almost insane with this insane solution, as well. She wants nothing to do with this man but she wants to live, and I want her to live. She hates herself for needing to do this! She asked me if she should just die instead of doing this. She asked me if I would come save her from this person if I told her to live and she used his money! In three months I will have the money to pay him back but he does not want that... he wants MY love! Like he is living in a damned soap opera! He thinks he bought my fiancee with a credit card. Gergana used this card to pay the half of the money the hospital wanted and will use it again, if needed, to pay what is owed when this is over. She went into the hospital in Spain, on the 24th of September and expects to go into Surgery on the 29th. She is alone and scared. Anyone would be in her situation. She has nobody that cares enough to be with her during this time except me and I cannot do anything until I am paid in late November or mid-December.
I love her so much, but I fear for us when this man decides to try to take what he thinks he is owed for his money. Gergana and I have come up with many ways to delay the inevitable if she survives the cancer, but one day, if I am still absent from her side, no matter how hard my love fights... she is just a tiny thing and she fears so much that this man will collect and make of her a whore. This will be the second time Geri has been beaten and used like a slut! I am so scared of what this will do to her mental state when she almost never survived the first rape by Rumen and his friends! Now she is to be raped again, because I know Geri... she will NEVER give herself willingly to someone she does not know... does not love.
We do not know what to do. She does not deserve this! If there was some way to get the help we need; to bring me to her side when she needs me the most... to stop what this man is going to demand he is owed, please... help us! I will do ANYTHING I need to do to pay back any help we are given! I will even sell one of my kidneys if your organization knows of anyone needing one. I trade a life for a life. That is fair.
If there is nothing your organization can do to help, please point us in the direction of anyone that you think might possibly be of aid to us.
Thank you for listening,
David Smith
phone # 321-298-2719
Gergana Stoyanova
phone # 34617978743
Sep 25, 2011
My soul-mate goes into surgery in two days. I am so far away from her and she is all alone in this country in which she knows very few people and does not speak the language. I just want to be with her... either be there when she dies, or when she survives. Does anyone ACTUALLY come here looking for people to help, or are we all a bunch of desperate, poor losers grasping at straws?
This is my fiancee who has been waiting for me in Spain for two years. She is from Bulgaria. We have been a couple for 4 years. I talked her into leaving her country 2 years ago. I still have not made it to her side.
Sep 24, 2011
My name is David Smith, and I am engaged to a Bulgarian girl named Gergana Stoyanova. We met online and have been in an online romance for 4 years, engaged for the last two of those. While in Bulgaria, the doctors found cancer in her and supposedly removed it, and my love had a full recovery. When we became engaged I convinced her to move from her home, away from her family and friends, to live in Portugal. I needed a visa and a passport to go to Bulgaria, but I only need a passport to visit Spain. We had no idea of the problems that would soon crop up that constantly delayed our union. Some problems with my mother in Tennessee caused us to lose our apartment in Portugal, and Geri had to move to Spain to live with a mother who did not want her when she was a baby, giving her to the grandmother to raise, and did not want her now. We found another room to rent but financial difficulties hit me hard and my help was not as great as it once was, and should have been.
Now, we learn that the doctors in Bulgaria did not find everything and Geri's cancer is back, and it is worse than it ever was. She went into the hospital today and expects to go into Surgery Thursday. She is alone and scared. Anyone would be in her situation. She has nobody that cares enough to be with her during this time. She has to give her "mother" 400 euro a month to care for our son, and the hospital is charging her around 13,000 euro, half of which they took before admitting her. No, we did not have the money to do this. The doctor in Spain that she saw told her she is dying, and would definitelydie if this was not taken care of. I am in agony for what she has had to do, and she is almost insane with our solution, as well. Her mother found a soldier that saw pictures of her and now wants my fiancee. She wants nothing to do with this man but she wants to live, and I want her to live. He bought her with a credit card. Gergana used this card to pay the half of the money the hospital wanted and will useit again to pay what is owed when this is over.
She hates herself for needing to do this! I love her but I fear for us when this man decides to take what he thinks he is owed for this aid. Gergana and I have comeup with many ways to delay the inevitable, but one day, if Iam still abscent from her side, this man will collect and make of my soulmate a whore. We do not know what to do. She does not deserve this! If there was some way to get the help we need; to bring me to her side when she needs me the most... to stop what this man is going to demand he is owed, please... help us! I will do ANYTHING I need to do to pay back any help we are given!
Thank you for listening,
David Smith
phone # 321-298-2719
Gergana Stoyanova
phone # 34617978743
If your organization cannot help us, perhaps you can send us to one that can. Thank you.
Now, we learn that the doctors in Bulgaria did not find everything and Geri's cancer is back, and it is worse than it ever was. She went into the hospital today and expects to go into Surgery Thursday. She is alone and scared. Anyone would be in her situation. She has nobody that cares enough to be with her during this time. She has to give her "mother" 400 euro a month to care for our son, and the hospital is charging her around 13,000 euro, half of which they took before admitting her. No, we did not have the money to do this. The doctor in Spain that she saw told her she is dying, and would definitelydie if this was not taken care of. I am in agony for what she has had to do, and she is almost insane with our solution, as well. Her mother found a soldier that saw pictures of her and now wants my fiancee. She wants nothing to do with this man but she wants to live, and I want her to live. He bought her with a credit card. Gergana used this card to pay the half of the money the hospital wanted and will useit again to pay what is owed when this is over.
She hates herself for needing to do this! I love her but I fear for us when this man decides to take what he thinks he is owed for this aid. Gergana and I have comeup with many ways to delay the inevitable, but one day, if Iam still abscent from her side, this man will collect and make of my soulmate a whore. We do not know what to do. She does not deserve this! If there was some way to get the help we need; to bring me to her side when she needs me the most... to stop what this man is going to demand he is owed, please... help us! I will do ANYTHING I need to do to pay back any help we are given!
Thank you for listening,
David Smith
phone # 321-298-2719
Gergana Stoyanova
phone # 34617978743
If your organization cannot help us, perhaps you can send us to one that can. Thank you.
